Down 30 kilos thanks to #ClimateChange


I’ve noticed a trend

I keep the weight off through good habits and changes to my diet to better my health issues

But for the last 3 summers, France has had intense heat waves and virtually no air conditioning

It has been so hot that I’ve been forced into fasting because the thought of anything but fruit and water would make me feel sick

Or I had no appetite at all and no awareness of the passage of time

The fact that it was too hot to drive safely and that anywhere you went was hot and offered vitally no escape from the heat…

The fact that almost weekly I was posting pictures on Instagram, showing the “in the shade” temperature, a few minutes in full sun temperatures vs what weather channels were reading for my area and me ranting at the bullshit numbers on the websites

The intense heat is a dangerous risk to my brain due to my cerebral vascular issues

So I’ve had to be smart and I love how something good came from the literal suffering I’ve been through during the last 3 summers

I’ve lost 30 kilos, roughly 65 lbs and kept it off

I can’t be as active as I want and due to family trauma in February, I have virtually no local friends to go out and have fun exercise with

But I’m getting stronger and I’m proud of the choices I’ve made with what I’ve been given

Day late, dollar short #nsfw


So I meant to post this for Sinful Sunday but got distracted by life

Over the past year and a half I’ve been working on bettering myself

In body, mind and spirit

It’s slow but moving forward and I’m feeling more “me” again

I’ve lost 22kilo or just under 50lbs

I’ve added temporary colors to my hair

I’ve done things simply for my own pleasure

I’ve stopped taking shit from others

I’m loving myself and practicing self care without the negative side of being selfish

I’m ranting and bitching at those who deserve it (punch all Nazis!)

Cutting out toxic humans from my life

Letting folks back in who have woken up and realized their mistakes

Moving forward for a better me so I can do small things to help make the world better

Remember….

This blog is a part of me

I post to share the beauty and fun in sex and erotic photography

I post to inspire others to love themselves no matter what life throws at them

It’s fine if you get turned on by anything I say or images I post

But understand…

I deserve respect and am not really interested in knowing when you wank off to my pictures

Artistic feedback, inspirational feedback, comments on emotions you feel are all welcome

But I could give a rats ass if you get horny and expect me to play with you online or in person

I’m proud of my body, in general and the changes I’m going through but I post these images for me and others like me who need a reminder that we are all beautiful… No matter what age, weight, height, gender or skin color… Or any other “reason”

I hope to be posting more often now that the weather is getting cooler

I took these two the other day while doing laundry

The blankets drying on the line made a wonderful backdrop while hiding from prying eyes

Have a great weekend and I hope Monday is kind to you ❤

Lost weight and feeling more me!


Holy fuck….

It just sank in as to how much weight I’ve lost

I don’t get stones… Right now I’m 11.5 stones
Doesn’t sound like much

Ok kilos I kinda get cause I have visuals around me to understand… I’m 73.3 kilo

Pounds I know and grew up with… 161.599

I’ve lost 19 kilos… Sounds good right

Did the translation

Fuck!!!

I’ve lost 41.888 lbs

In a year and a half

This just hit me like a ton of bricks to my brain 😂

I really need to get my ass in gear and post new pictures, redo old pictures and show the progression

I’ve been so unmotivated to post on my blog but maybe that’s a good thing

My health is improving, even with the god awful heat wave through Europe… Which could literally cause me another stroke… So I’m not being a whiny cry baby about the heat

I’ve been hanging out with my “sister from another mister” for the last few months and we average 30 to 50 km (18.64 to 31.068 miles) per week when we walk all over town

I’ve been adding temporary color to my hair and even my natural color is slowly coming back to its former glory 😂

Overall I’m feeling more me… And honestly, I’ve had a higher sex drive on average… Wether I act on it or not

I’ve made new friends who I hope will help me start to tone up and work on strength training once it cools down

Or new friends I’m hoping will teach me to dance and get over my fears of humiliation… Weird right?

I can post nudes, flash my tits on stage or have sex with an audience watching but fuckin’hell I feel awkward dancing cause ermigawd!! I might be judged!!

The brain is weird

I’m getting there

I’m doing it!

I’m gaining back all that I lost of myself from over a decade of mental and emotional abuse and neglect

I’m getting “me” back

With my smarmy attitude and my no fucks given!!

Going places!

Not giving a fuck if I wear makeup to hide the damage to my skin

Being silly and obnoxious with friends! Hell I’m singing in public and not giving a shit!

And working on my tan with a lil help from a new friend

I’m doing it!

You can to… In whatever way you need, you can do the positive too

I’ll try to post more, this has motivated me but it’s very hot here so I’ll still be slow

But I want my life back and this blog is a part of that

Thanks for being a part of it too ❤

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