health, a #SundayResolution


i have been thinking
everyone makes new years resolutions and then give up after a few seconds or maybe months
but when i think about what they are doing…
it doesn’t fit with me

i have noticed that people treat new years resolutions like lent
i must give up something and become a better person for losing this sin

i don’t want to give things up
i do that all the time
i constantly try to get rid of the negative in my life and be cheerful
if you read my posts on facebook you might say the opposite
but my life is full of struggle and pain
so facebook is my venting space
but overall i really am a very happy person
more so considering all the shit i live with on a daily basis

since i am not religious… but i understand the concepts in various religions and philosophies..
i don’t do “lent”…
and i wont give up things like energy drinks and chocolate for the new year

i want to ADD things into my life

i always TRY to eat healthy and i always want to exercise more
but those are not things i will do simply because it is the new year

so i have been looking at the various lists out there
what people think are important to do in a resolution

one said read more
and i like that idea because that falls into the category of being good to myself
setting up a calm space for me, a nice drink of some kind, comfy pillows and background music
just relaxing with a book

now i do read a lot of sci fi but i should be reading more smutt
i have so many friends who write erotica and i should be devoting more time to their words
that is what a good friend does and i would like to be a good friend

i decided
my new years resolution is complicated
and since i want to blog more and take more pictures
i will do like molly from Molly’s Daily Kiss

she and others are often participating in Memes that mix photography and ideas
i loved her advent calendar of pictures with the alphabet theme
and there have been others she has done… as you can tell she is an inspiration for me

what i want to do is be realistic
i am lazy due to so much stress in my life
i know i cant post every sunday but i try for the #SinfulSunday meme

i had the idea to count how many sundays there are, per month, in 2015
most have 4 but some have 5
if i stick with the idea of the once a month theme for sinful sunday that removes one sunday per month from the list of resolutions

if i take off the 4 extra sundays throughout the year where there are a total of 5 sundays in a month…
and if i take off one more sunday per month…

well roughly that means i will keep trying to post the themed sinful sunday and 2 more sundays per month
i think i can do 3 sundays a month in total for posting blogs and pictures
it is a small goal but it is something i want to do

so each sunday blog entry will be my personal theme and interpretation of one of my new years resolutions

today i start with health…
drinking hot coffee with milk, vanilla extract, unrefined brown sugar (when unrefined there are lots of health benefits) and coconut oil (needed for my various health issues)

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and as you can see, i am also nude and slow to leave my bed
but i was a good girl and MADE my bed hahaha

Bound to Happen #SinfulSunday


as with all my sundays (posted or not) it is time to give a look at molly and the others participating in Sinful Sunday

the time when it is all about the image

click on the lips and see who else is enjoying sunday.. and leave comments!

Sinful Sunday

this holiday time has been very dark and painful

but new years is just around the corner.. twice if you count chinese new year (and i do)

fun is coming back into my life

along with it

rope

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a nice weekend

relaxing in pleasure

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i hope this sort of thing keeps getting better in 2015

see you next year 😉

 

do i HAVE to get out of bed?


why isnt this a lazy day!

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have to jump in the shower, friends coming over and then we are off to shop for tissue… many sewing projects ahead of me

like making warm curtains for my house

last of the summer sun


i hate that the days have all gone dark

the golden hour reduced to a few minutes in the day

replaced by the cold, the wet…the grey

i miss the warmth in the light

so i am posting pictures of my toes

dipping into sun beams

wishing for more sunshine

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Time and plotting


Time passes and it will keep on passing

Sands slipping through my fingers

I am unsure of how long it has been but knowing that time has gone along its way as my hand starts to empty

Time is a fickle thing

Time doesn’t care if we notice or not

It is our brains that notice… or not

Our brains that care when we have noticed… or not

I know that time is a precious thing

Not to be wasted on being depressed

Never forgotten how much those we are with mean to us

Sometimes time is best used for plotting

I will use this time to think of tomorrow

The forest will be cooler than the rest of the area

My cloak will not be red but my hair is and I will pretend for a time

That I am little red…

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Wearing a cloak, with a hood and my new summer shoes

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But there will be time for more clothing, just not THIS time

To sleep I go and dream of other times and what they will bring 

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