yoga pants #SinfulSunday


yayay another sunday rolls around!

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Sinful Sunday
so less words this week, more pictures.. ya know since sinful sunday is all about the image
a while back i bought some yoga pants at the sports store
not those wannabe things that are more like tights and show every detail the wider your ass or the more you bend
nope
nope
i found soft ones that can be worn with less fear and more comfort
the fun part is i can flip up the grey area, that stays on the hips, to cover my breasts when not wearing a bra
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the down side of this is the fact that i have very large breasts and if i move too much my breasts try to escape!
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when this happens, if TinMan is near.. his hands always find their way to my nipples…
not that i’m complaining
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i hope your sunday is full of fun and pleasure
now that i have made an effort to post something
i am off to kill shit on Destiny!!
*happy dance/butt wiggle*

i love my curves #eroticphoto


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the gentle curves which artists used to worship

now shamed by modern media

i love my curves

i love my old world classic beauty

i love that i don’t give a rats ass what media says *grin*

i hope you love your body too

no mater the differences

you are beautiful too

Let me tease you #SinfulSunday


tonight i am exhausted
too much to do this week and not enough sleep
so many ups and downs
not enough cuddles and kisses
but there has been laughter, coffee and irony
tonight i want to tease you
then i will lay back and sleep away the hours
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let me show you what i have been keeping under my thin summer covers
tonight the air is cold but my nipple is hard
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sliding of the sheets
moving slowly to tease my skin with the soft fabric
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sharing some of my secrets
would that you could dive in and enjoy the darkness
i hate to sleep alone

as every sunday

sinful fun is had butย it is all about the image

Sinful Sunday

too emo to post on #SinfulSunday :(


just been too emotional

too depressed

not sad, i stop myself from feeling that as much as possible

mostly feeling overwhelmed

no safe zone

in need of aftercare without any of the bdsm pleasure

feeling very much like the universe is using me for hardcore sm challenge

i want the fun, the pleasure, the normal struggles in life

just too overwhelmed

got to spend time with TinMan yesterday

that helped and that hurt

so easy to slip into the past and hate my ex husband for stealing my life

each day i have to fight the depression that says i should be in a partnership

that my bed shouldnt be half empty

that my house shouldnt be so caotic

that my life shouldnt be so stressed

that my eldest shouldnt yell at me, saying he isnt my boyfriend… there by meaning he feels he shouldnt have so many responsibilities

i want less stress and more cooperation

more fun, less mental abuse

my son is now 18

i have been treating him like an adult for the last year

trying to train him what the real world is like

he sees me as a petty tyrant

is incapable of helping

i am his maid, his slave… cinderella with no dress, no ball, no prince charming and no fairy godmother

but i am the problem (in his eyes)

people tell me i need a vacation

that wont help

i need control over my life

but i cant seem to get that

every time i come close something comes along and cuts me down

i’m tired of being strong

i’m tired of getting abuse when trying to do my job as a mom

i’m tired of the fighting

i’m tired of being alone… as in having a wealth of friends i never to rarely see, who live their lives without me

i am tired of reminding myself not to be jealous of the happiness of others

i’m tired of people saying i need a shrink when what i NEED is a job, steady income, improved health, less stress, more friends nearby, normalcy and better language skills to cope with living in a different country

tired of not being me

i want to laugh, go to parties, host parties, go camping, go to the movies, go out for drinks, go to music events

i want a garden with beautiful plants and to have people over for a bbq

so tired of having no interest in anything because i cant afford to spend energy on wishing for what i want and knowing i wont have it

i dont want to be strong any more

i want someone to help take the weight of the world off my shoulders because i keep trying to put it down, the stuff i shouldnt be carrying but it seems magnetized and flies right back at me

feeling so lost

ok i have cried

i have vented my soul

time to go back and be strong

be what everyone seems to think i am

so here

a pic for you to oo and ah over

forgetting my words and emo crap

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cant go wrong with toes, sole, nipple and rounded nipples

hope your monday is less emotionally charged than mine

day 2 audio and a shower pic #NSFW


day 2 of my attempt at an audio a day for the month of may

still have yet to say something

am thinking

don’t rush me

but i did have a good night/morning chatting with a bunch of guys on twitter last night

very silly people

have missed gay men!

also missed long conversations of nothing and everything

where banter is witty and all that is needed

though boobs help

so this morning i found replies to tweets

and it was hard to pull myself away!

but had to do that whole thing of getting wet

shower you pervs!

and no, i dont play in the shower

not alone anyway

i know how boring for your fantasies haha

but here is a pic so my blogging duties are done and i can go forth and be productive!

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and audio

damn… what shall i say today!

day 2 audio a day for the month of may #SFW

E.B. Starpointer

erotic author and sex-positive male commentator

An Accident In Space And Time

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