#WankWednesday still a thing?


Took more pictures last night before taking off the make-up

I felt pretty

Which isn’t something I’ve been feeling for a while

It’s hard to feel attractive when you can’t shower properly

The boiler for the heat and hot water is still on the fritz, with the lockdown, the replacement piece needed is on hold and when turned on, the water leaks onto the electrical box

Which is a right royal bitch

I have been suffering like this since December, the new machine should have changed things but my landlords are cheap bastards and put in a “new” unit that is 6 years old, wasn’t fully empty of water and damn near every important piece had to be replaced…

It’s hard to feel attractive when the stress and piss poor diet aggravate my body and make my skin look like shit

Which I don’t bother hiding at home and can’t hide with makeup when I go out to get supplies… Walking means sweating and that makes the makeup look weird as the foundation changes

Even wearing makeup can’t hide the scar damage from last year and all the trauma that happened to cause cyst flare ups

But last night I could use soft filters and makeup to hide the damage

To hide the feeling of self consciousness and self loathing

To hide the trauma that has made me bitter, jaded against society and the loneliness that cripples me daily… yearly

I could show the softer Me

The gentle Me

The lover I can be

I miss showing that side of me

I miss being silly with others and being loved for it

No hating on the silly, we can’t be serious all the time

And the asswipes and stay the fuck away!

I hate constantly needing to bitch and rant at the stoopids, the pre rape like or stalker personalities of men around me, the fake women who are users instead of friends, the injustices in the world as well as my specific groundhog day purgatory that has nothing to do with the lockdown

My world is so small and ever shrinking

My only escape is the internet

I miss being me…

23 of 31 March photography challenge


Today’s challenge is a day late and 2 dollars short 🤣

But if you like it, then you better put a ring on it

Yeah…

“Ring” … was the challenge

My brain went silly on this one which is why the delay

As well as the excuse for sunlight masturbation and playing dress up with one of my favorite rings

Tomorrow’s… today… challenge is “water”

Will get on that now

22 of 31 March photography challenge + #sinfulsunday


Time to mix things up

In more ways than one

Today’s challenge is “stripes”

I take no responsibility for you laughter or loss of Libido for the final picture in this collection 🤣

But…

Sinful Sunday is all about the erotic, sensual, sexual, kinky and other sides of sin

So we will start with those kind of stripes

Click on the lips to see the other lovelies being sinful

Sinful Sunday

Please like, share and comment

Due to my health, insomnia and craptastic internet…

I don’t always lead by example and do apologise to my fellow bloggers ♥️

And now to ruin your sexual excitement 🤣

I had a bitch of a time coming up for “stripes” as a normal picture

I also had a moment of sleep deprivation stoopids and I did a number of silly shots before settling on something boring

like the strap of a bag

And teasing the vanilla people about my blog but giving no details haha

This is my favorite of the silly shots

It’s no real surprise I’m single 🤣

Tomorrow’s challenge is “rings”

Too bad I’ve got no cock to like and put a ring on it haha

18 of 31 March photography challenge


Today’s challenge is “something old”

Going for a touch of humor

Anyone else remember Happy Bunny?

I’m definitely worse than you 🤣

Tomorrow’s challenge is “a pair”

Well now…

That could mean so many things

10 of 31 March photography challenge


Today’s challenge is “the ground”

I have no energy…

I feel a sinus infection starting

Desperately need to be productive in the house but I just want to sleep

I don’t feel sexy…

I don’t want to do anything…

But I took a paddle and put it on the ground…

Tada! I win for “the ground” challenge

And there’s a pussy pic too…

Granted not the kind you’d typically associate with erotic photography but humor… hehe

The paddle is made of Corian, typically used for countertops in the states and can be molded to a number of forms

I bought it from a vendor at the LFF (London Fetish Fair) a number of years ago

I rarely use it for kink

More to scare off idiots trying to misbehave in my kitchen haha

Tomorrow’s challenge is “contentment”

Need cuddles for that

Will need more coffee too

The cats keep trying to steal mine

Free thoughts

For a better communication

FlossDoesLife

Often Erotic Musings from a queer, kinky and definitely dirty girl

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