summer healing


so i have been battling an autoimmune disorder for nearly 25 years and i will be 37 this october… so my health has been something of a mess for FAR too long

one of the best ways to see how i am suffering is to look at my face

part of the reason i tend to look so young is because i have something similar to acne and have had this problem since i was 10!

it seems that i am allergic to myself and have random allergy breakouts that get worse depending on a number of factors

since moving out of that pretty shit hole i was in for 3 years.. my skin is healing

i moved out fully in july, so far i have only had one bad week of skin where i needed some make up to dampen down the look of my skin

because i get cysts in some of my pores, i literally have to perform surgery on my face to get the crap out or it will hurt worse and force me to go to the hospital to get them to do it under pain meds… the cysts tend to reach down and put pressure on nerves making it excruciating the bigger they get

but taking care of my skin constantly makes he have sores that run the risk of getting infected and leaving angry red spots or scars… it is a real bitch and can be a nightmare to hear or see people freak out if i am not wearing makeup

being out of the bad house with the mold has really helped my health

on top of that i started to use a mixture of coconut oil and red palm oil, rubbing it into my skin and sleeping with it on over night

i have no allergies to either but if you try it be warned of possible allergies and staining of towels or sheets haha

first time i tried i worried if the orange tint would wash off my face.. did not want to go around with people thinking i wanted to look like trump.. ick ick lol

but it comes off easily and heals the skin, making it softer, cutting down infection and bacteria that builds up on and in the skin… also helps to slowly make scars go away 😀

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so this is me today, no makeup and this is the end of a week were it has been the worst my skin has looked in a about a month and a half 😀

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this is me the other day with makeup

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haha no eyebrows but who cares

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i love that i am healing… finally

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also love that i am starting to slim down, i’ve lost 7 kilos, roughly 15 lbs… im at 85 kilo or roughly 187lbs

haha no i dont plan on trying to get stick skinny, my bones and muscle tone would never support that but i would like to get closer to 56kilo or roughly 125 lbs where i was about 10 years ago

i love this picture as it clearly shows more of my lines are coming back as i slim down

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less weight means easier to move, easier to find clothing that fits in this weird fashion world of france and elf like bodies… i’m more of a dwarf haha but no beard 😉

i want to be stronger and more healthy

 

 

calling all males… are you interested in posing for my blog #Movember #CockInSock


let me know if you would be interested in sending me a picture of your bits in a sock… yes you read me right

i want to know who would be interested in helping support testicular cancer awareness.. the male no bra day as it were

i want to post them on my blog, no face needed and no name needed…. just want to do my part to help folks be aware of men’s health and add some fun to the net

though a lot of people bad mouth no bra day, it has become something well known, something people can speak about for good or for bad

but men’s health still stays on the back burner for this type of cancer… so i want to do my part to bring equality to the net and human health…

i do know that april is officially the month for testicular awareness but….since november has become known for showing support and not shaving..

i am also accepting lovely images of your sexy ‘stachs
for those more on the innocent side who wish to participate by not shaving for movember…

so lemmy know
if you are interested
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Why wait for October #BreastCancerAwareness


so, one of my new guys left a comment saying how much he likes breasts

well that got the “like” symbol stuck in my head and i wanted to do something cute

but being that it is now september and just a few short weeks until october

why not create a meme to share with others

a reminder

for women yes but for men as well

so here are my breasts

 a happy reminder that everyone should get a check up to stay healthy

i have posted this on my facebook page and you can easily share from there 

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please be good to yourself and those you love

ladies please practice self exams to learn your body

( and for my lovely men too )

for good health as well as for pleasure

love yourself in all the best ways for all the best reasons

love others for that same reason

help me go viral #GoFundMe #AutopsyForMyDad #HelpMeGoHome


warning, there are tears…

please pass it on and help me go viral
i need $4000 tonight May 27th 2015
they wont do the autopsy unless you pay first in full

please share this as much as you can, help me go viral.. i need to have this done so i understand why he died

https://youtu.be/hcLCzwoJl9w

my gofundme is http://www.gofundme.com/vjs4fw

all help is welcome

please make this go viral

needing advice on how to help my sick dad


looks like i will need to start a gofundme account for my dad
he is getting worse each month

still suffering graft vs host and he has been cancer free for 13 years
but it weakened him and the heart attack, double pneumonia, stroke and constant infection in 2014 is killing him

he needs to move out of the apartment he lives in (upper level, too many stairs) and get help with cooking, shopping, laundry/cleaning and he needs someone to make that damn infection go away

he gets meals on wheels but their food makes him ill, too spicy for his system…
he is hyper sensitive to everything right now and if he isnt eating then his body is only going to shut down all the more quickly

he is only 63
the guy used to do construction and haul big ass pool tables around like nothing… now he is on oxygen and barely functioning

being so far away is driving me crazy
i cant rely on his family to help
the not knowing and the lack of people to contact… it is driving me to panic attacks

i know people have wanted to help set up a gofundme account for myself and my kids… very sweet but complicated due to living in another country and going through the process of divorce

i don’t want someone to do this for me
i want advice on how to best use gofundme, from friends who have used it
advice on what i need to be looking for to spend the money on.. as in assisted living needs
i have a number of friends who are nurses, doctors or care workers…

i need your brain right now
help me think
help me plan
i know a lot of my friends are struggling with their own lives
ideas and experience sharing can sometimes be just as helpful as cash

E.B. Starpointer

erotic author and sex-positive male commentator

An Accident In Space And Time

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