normally i try to participate in the Sinful Sunday meme run by Molly of Molly’s daily kiss
but this weekend has a challenge to the fun
a twist that i simply could not put to image
i had words galore of what i could say for the 5 senses
ideas that i could put to image if allowed a room full of models
or friends haha
but i have been too ill the last few days
and later this afternoon i was in a fit of rage
dealing with a teenager is never easy
often times he is my mirror and we both sound petty and selfish
trying to clean the house while angry
not easy
my other two boys are staying this week
the second half of vacation
so i try so damn hard to make this place easy for them
hard when i still need so many things
a couch, storage units of all sizes, proper curtains
i did buy material to block the cold but i dont have the right machine to sew the ends to hang them
everywhere i look there is some “thing” that reminds me how much i feel like i am failing
not easy to stay positive when you keep feeling attacked from every tiny thing
so by the time the boys were all here
i wanted a vacation
i was depressed, angry, tired
i took a quick break while the machine did the dishes it was supposed to do last night
when done i still had energy to burn
a need to “kill” something
smash bash and crash things
so i beat the crap out of some eggs haha
made more pancakes
i yelled up the stairs to the boys saying
“I KILLED SOME SMURFS!!!”
turns out smurf blood is blue but as it oxidizes it turns green
ok maybe not but that is the story i am sticking to as to why my blue dye turned the pancakes green
was either that or i tell the boys i saved a sample of hulk sperm
hahah which i could have done easily with the water i removed from the rice
i added too much (as usual) and i have a habit of draining it out while still hot and using it later for other cooking
as it cools it solidifies into this discussing jelly like mess
i might just need to try coloring that haha
yeah brain is a bit tired
i would like to say i need a vacation but it isnt that
i need strength
i need courage
i need a brain
i have far too much heart but more is good
humor helps
anyway here is the last of the smurf blood

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