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Nudity in the garden #wankwednesday


Last week I was inspired to get my bum into the garden


Enjoying the sunshine and solitude

To take pictures of all the pretty things….

As well as to remember my own body could be one of the captured pretties

I’m still not comfortable in my skin

Partly from the dramatic weight loss over the last 3 years…

Meaning it’s harder to pose in a flattering or sexy way

But also because it’s been a long time since someone really brought out my creativity and acted as my muse

Helping me to genuinely feel attractive vs an object of someone’s quick wank during their bored and horny day

The point of my blog has always been a 3 part thing

Sharing who I am, focusing on my creative side and taking satisfaction in my beauty even if I’ve never fit the social ideal

Sharing body positivity and sex positivity… No matter what age, gender, race or body shape… You are beautiful, attractive, capable of being sexy! That sex should be a fun experience instead of some kind of shameful taboo

But also let’s face it… There will always be wankers 🤣

Having a blog to send the fuckboys to or the wanking friends, helps keep me emotionally distant from any of the negatives I’m not looking for

Let’s face it, I’m demisexual and it’s rare someone lights my fire let alone keeps it burning and equally rare to inspire me to want to take new photos let alone share them

I’ve been needing a muse and finally found one

So everyone wins, provided I remember to keep posting haha

Hope you’ve enjoyed my ramblings as much as my images

#WankWednesday still a thing?


Took more pictures last night before taking off the make-up

I felt pretty

Which isn’t something I’ve been feeling for a while

It’s hard to feel attractive when you can’t shower properly

The boiler for the heat and hot water is still on the fritz, with the lockdown, the replacement piece needed is on hold and when turned on, the water leaks onto the electrical box

Which is a right royal bitch

I have been suffering like this since December, the new machine should have changed things but my landlords are cheap bastards and put in a “new” unit that is 6 years old, wasn’t fully empty of water and damn near every important piece had to be replaced…

It’s hard to feel attractive when the stress and piss poor diet aggravate my body and make my skin look like shit

Which I don’t bother hiding at home and can’t hide with makeup when I go out to get supplies… Walking means sweating and that makes the makeup look weird as the foundation changes

Even wearing makeup can’t hide the scar damage from last year and all the trauma that happened to cause cyst flare ups

But last night I could use soft filters and makeup to hide the damage

To hide the feeling of self consciousness and self loathing

To hide the trauma that has made me bitter, jaded against society and the loneliness that cripples me daily… yearly

I could show the softer Me

The gentle Me

The lover I can be

I miss showing that side of me

I miss being silly with others and being loved for it

No hating on the silly, we can’t be serious all the time

And the asswipes and stay the fuck away!

I hate constantly needing to bitch and rant at the stoopids, the pre rape like or stalker personalities of men around me, the fake women who are users instead of friends, the injustices in the world as well as my specific groundhog day purgatory that has nothing to do with the lockdown

My world is so small and ever shrinking

My only escape is the internet

I miss being me…

Red for lust #NewBra #WankWednessday


Red is often thought of as passion and lust

Inspiring lovers to think and feel so much more due to how the mind is wired to behave when it sees that color… when the mind is triggered

My mind is no exception and on pale skin, I know the red will show nicely as such an extreme contrast and the freckles will add a touch of innocence…

Only a touch

When shopping for a bra, I am very limited and disappointed by so many factors

If I had a smaller chest I could get away with the fun colors and patterns and different styles

My breasts measure 38E or F depending on which breast you measure

In France the number is 100 or 105 depending on the maker

Sadly there are few stores which carry anything higher than a DD, some don’t even go higher than a C and the prices are always extremely high

If I want to pay 30 or more for a bra, it damn well better fit me right, offer support, look good, feel better and flatter my figure

Instead, for women with larger breasts, the cut of the bra often hides much of the breast in the name of support or offer only the shy and maternal bras…

While I have had 3 children and am very much maternal…

I like the MILF label instead of the shy housewife that might as well wear a sack of potatoes

I want to look good

I want to excite

My breasts will never be perky, they have never been perky and I don’t really care

I love my breasts and I enjoy showing them to others

I do admit I am an equal opportunity lover and enjoy breasts of all sizes on women, small can be so much fun to play with and since I don’t have a cock to slide between the larger ones… all that matters is how the person feels in their skin

I love my body, its mine, it’s not perfect and I am fine with that

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