Relaxing in the kitchen


Just chilling in my kitchen

Having a cigarette

Feeling more me

Listening to my 20 yr old game online with friends and trying not to join in with comments as his friends get shy when I start talking… I am not a typical mom 😂😂

Wishing I had new shoes, these are getting a bit worn but I love the cut and right now can’t find them in stores

Love the arch of my feet

Remembering how others have a thing for feet 

So here ya go

August = busy


Gonna try to get back to posting pictures
August has been very busy and a full house… So not likely to let up much

Next week I’ll be without my two younger boys and will try to stock up on pictures I can share

Maybe write a little as well

Till then, here I am being silly in the park and trying to learn to juggle

Hopefully it gets you giggling as much as it did for me

Dunno ’bout you but….


I’m in some serious need of a good cock…

Granted spelling is a little different and the size of just a touch too big haha

Stopped at a specialty brew shop in Poitiers, Le Houblon… 

Very cute shop and a gentleman with fantastic knowledge of the product… 

Good sense of humor too and that’s important since I’m such a chatty Cathy of wit and snark

So many choices, even the more unusual ones like the Black Perle… Coffee flavored!!

Didn’t buy it but did pick up the stronger version hehe

Also a blueberry version!

Will post pictures later and give a review or few

I am not a pretty princess


So I felt playful the other day and posted this picture

I don’t do pink

Yet I felt the need to be cute and silly

Sadly I’m not the badass type to dye my hair all sorts of colors and wear outlandish amounts of bright makeup

Though I’m highly curious due to so many of my friends who live this type of lifestyle

But I’d rather be a pirate wench haha

Guess I’ll have to break out my corsets soon

summer healing


so i have been battling an autoimmune disorder for nearly 25 years and i will be 37 this october… so my health has been something of a mess for FAR too long

one of the best ways to see how i am suffering is to look at my face

part of the reason i tend to look so young is because i have something similar to acne and have had this problem since i was 10!

it seems that i am allergic to myself and have random allergy breakouts that get worse depending on a number of factors

since moving out of that pretty shit hole i was in for 3 years.. my skin is healing

i moved out fully in july, so far i have only had one bad week of skin where i needed some make up to dampen down the look of my skin

because i get cysts in some of my pores, i literally have to perform surgery on my face to get the crap out or it will hurt worse and force me to go to the hospital to get them to do it under pain meds… the cysts tend to reach down and put pressure on nerves making it excruciating the bigger they get

but taking care of my skin constantly makes he have sores that run the risk of getting infected and leaving angry red spots or scars… it is a real bitch and can be a nightmare to hear or see people freak out if i am not wearing makeup

being out of the bad house with the mold has really helped my health

on top of that i started to use a mixture of coconut oil and red palm oil, rubbing it into my skin and sleeping with it on over night

i have no allergies to either but if you try it be warned of possible allergies and staining of towels or sheets haha

first time i tried i worried if the orange tint would wash off my face.. did not want to go around with people thinking i wanted to look like trump.. ick ick lol

but it comes off easily and heals the skin, making it softer, cutting down infection and bacteria that builds up on and in the skin… also helps to slowly make scars go away 😀

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so this is me today, no makeup and this is the end of a week were it has been the worst my skin has looked in a about a month and a half 😀

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this is me the other day with makeup

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haha no eyebrows but who cares

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i love that i am healing… finally

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also love that i am starting to slim down, i’ve lost 7 kilos, roughly 15 lbs… im at 85 kilo or roughly 187lbs

haha no i dont plan on trying to get stick skinny, my bones and muscle tone would never support that but i would like to get closer to 56kilo or roughly 125 lbs where i was about 10 years ago

i love this picture as it clearly shows more of my lines are coming back as i slim down

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less weight means easier to move, easier to find clothing that fits in this weird fashion world of france and elf like bodies… i’m more of a dwarf haha but no beard 😉

i want to be stronger and more healthy

 

 

E.B. Starpointer

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