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Lost weight and feeling more me!


Holy fuck….

It just sank in as to how much weight I’ve lost

I don’t get stones… Right now I’m 11.5 stones
Doesn’t sound like much

Ok kilos I kinda get cause I have visuals around me to understand… I’m 73.3 kilo

Pounds I know and grew up with… 161.599

I’ve lost 19 kilos… Sounds good right

Did the translation

Fuck!!!

I’ve lost 41.888 lbs

In a year and a half

This just hit me like a ton of bricks to my brain 😂

I really need to get my ass in gear and post new pictures, redo old pictures and show the progression

I’ve been so unmotivated to post on my blog but maybe that’s a good thing

My health is improving, even with the god awful heat wave through Europe… Which could literally cause me another stroke… So I’m not being a whiny cry baby about the heat

I’ve been hanging out with my “sister from another mister” for the last few months and we average 30 to 50 km (18.64 to 31.068 miles) per week when we walk all over town

I’ve been adding temporary color to my hair and even my natural color is slowly coming back to its former glory 😂

Overall I’m feeling more me… And honestly, I’ve had a higher sex drive on average… Wether I act on it or not

I’ve made new friends who I hope will help me start to tone up and work on strength training once it cools down

Or new friends I’m hoping will teach me to dance and get over my fears of humiliation… Weird right?

I can post nudes, flash my tits on stage or have sex with an audience watching but fuckin’hell I feel awkward dancing cause ermigawd!! I might be judged!!

The brain is weird

I’m getting there

I’m doing it!

I’m gaining back all that I lost of myself from over a decade of mental and emotional abuse and neglect

I’m getting “me” back

With my smarmy attitude and my no fucks given!!

Going places!

Not giving a fuck if I wear makeup to hide the damage to my skin

Being silly and obnoxious with friends! Hell I’m singing in public and not giving a shit!

And working on my tan with a lil help from a new friend

I’m doing it!

You can to… In whatever way you need, you can do the positive too

I’ll try to post more, this has motivated me but it’s very hot here so I’ll still be slow

But I want my life back and this blog is a part of that

Thanks for being a part of it too ❤

Selfie at the airport in Poitiers sfw


Posted this on Instagram, which links to my Facebook. . . Figured I’d share here as well 😉

….

Far too many keep bugging me with
“Show your face!!”

There

Face shown 😂😂😂
AND I made sure Instagram didn’t try to slice off half

Omg I’m even hiding my boobs!

Waiting at the airport in Poitiers
Still have time before my check in

Time for snacks… Kinda skipped lunch hehe

Kitten takes a selfie


So I’m down to only 9 cats of various ages …was up to 17 last November

Hopper is a dopey kitten

He seems to love me most out of all the hoomans

Or maybe he just loves my boobs

I’m really not sure

Female gamer… Sort of


While I no longer have 17 cats in the house…

The ones I do have seem to …umm… Be full of personality

Turtle is often in my son’s room when he games

I guess it’s her turn at the controls

Colors in my hair


So back in October I turned 38 and said FUCK IT!!

All my life people either made fun of my natural red hair (over time it’s faded due to health issues) and I’m not being honest about how badly I was treated for being a natural ginger … But this isn’t a therapy session 😂😂

Or later I was told “don’t you dare color your hair”

While my mom would have allowed it, friends, lovers and random others always told me not to change the color

They said this to the point that with a few… It was more am order than an opinion

I’m nearly 40… Yes I have a few years to go but I’m closer to 40 than I am to 30 or 20

I’m tired of “behaving” according to others

I’ve done a number of other things, this blog included, that go against what society dictates as the norm

I missed the rebellion years for the most part and I missed a number of milestones that we seem to hold as high importance… Some are and many aren’t but either way I missed a number of them and I’m not likely to ever achieve any of them

Would you believe that I’ve never been to a concert?!! The Kennedy center for plays associated with school trips and local music festivals in Poitiers Where the streets are full of different performers

But it’s not the same

So… I’m done

This is MY life and MY body… Fuck those who tell me otherwise

So in October I had my friend dye the tips a dark red, she was visiting and runs around with the most gorgeous blue hair

I liked the red but decided I wanted more

So in November I added teal and purple to a section at the top

It’s temporary and that’s fine by me

The overall look makes me happy and changes depending on if my hair is fresh from the shower, straightened, up or down

So…

I was forced to go out today and do those dreaded things associated with being an adult… I had to people! 

Ewwwww!!!

PEOPLE!

It really takes a lot of energy to deal with others… Driving is bad enough!

Nearly got into two crashes in the parking lot of one store because… 

“Omg! You mean I have to watch where I’M going?!!!”

Or

“Like, I totally need to go down aisle 2 in the parking lot and it will be TOTALLY fine to hang a u’ie and go back the way I came”

Idiots… The lot of them

And you would think that folks would TRY to drive better when they KNOW the cops are right…fucking…THERE!

Cops had pulled over a semi and it was blocking most of the main road so one was playing traffic cop… It’s kinda hard NOT to notice them

But no…

Drivers are zombies

They leave their brains behind and drive in all manner of ways that make me want to thwap them

Thankfully I had few acts of road rage inside the store… You see the shopping carts in France are semi sentient beings that operate on 4 wheel drive

They go any which way and are still being pushed around by brainless zombies

My 20 yr old said if he became president, he’d make it mandatory for all ages to need a special driving permit to push a cart

At this rate… He’s got my vote!

So I ventured forth into the world

Battled the stupidity of others

And I found victory! 

Got all my chores done lol

So… I took a selfie to share my colored hair

Sadly they were out of purple… Kinda want it darker again 😂😂

Hope your day was calmer than mine

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