summer healing

so i have been battling an autoimmune disorder for nearly 25 years and i will be 37 this october… so my health has been something of a mess for FAR too long

one of the best ways to see how i am suffering is to look at my face

part of the reason i tend to look so young is because i have something similar to acne and have had this problem since i was 10!

it seems that i am allergic to myself and have random allergy breakouts that get worse depending on a number of factors

since moving out of that pretty shit hole i was in for 3 years.. my skin is healing

i moved out fully in july, so far i have only had one bad week of skin where i needed some make up to dampen down the look of my skin

because i get cysts in some of my pores, i literally have to perform surgery on my face to get the crap out or it will hurt worse and force me to go to the hospital to get them to do it under pain meds… the cysts tend to reach down and put pressure on nerves making it excruciating the bigger they get

but taking care of my skin constantly makes he have sores that run the risk of getting infected and leaving angry red spots or scars… it is a real bitch and can be a nightmare to hear or see people freak out if i am not wearing makeup

being out of the bad house with the mold has really helped my health

on top of that i started to use a mixture of coconut oil and red palm oil, rubbing it into my skin and sleeping with it on over night

i have no allergies to either but if you try it be warned of possible allergies and staining of towels or sheets haha

first time i tried i worried if the orange tint would wash off my face.. did not want to go around with people thinking i wanted to look like trump.. ick ick lol

but it comes off easily and heals the skin, making it softer, cutting down infection and bacteria that builds up on and in the skin… also helps to slowly make scars go away😀

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so this is me today, no makeup and this is the end of a week were it has been the worst my skin has looked in a about a month and a half😀

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this is me the other day with makeup

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haha no eyebrows but who cares

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i love that i am healing… finally

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also love that i am starting to slim down, i’ve lost 7 kilos, roughly 15 lbs… im at 85 kilo or roughly 187lbs

haha no i dont plan on trying to get stick skinny, my bones and muscle tone would never support that but i would like to get closer to 56kilo or roughly 125 lbs where i was about 10 years ago

i love this picture as it clearly shows more of my lines are coming back as i slim down

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less weight means easier to move, easier to find clothing that fits in this weird fashion world of france and elf like bodies… i’m more of a dwarf haha but no beard😉

i want to be stronger and more healthy

 

 

7 Responses

  1. Looking good like always❤

    • too kind

      on a funny note, i keep seeing “you” everywhere when i drive… licence plates in france (newer ones) tend to go 2 letters, 3 numbers, 2 letters

      so lately i’ve been seeing CK all over.. and one other set of initials i will keep secret

      • I would love to come and visit, then you could see me for real! One day when I win the lotto. I want to know the secret!

      • hehe you are too cute… would love to see you

      • 😉❤

  2. if you don’t mind sharing, which disorder?

    • undiagnosed autoimmune.. started when i was 12 with a partial temporal lobe seizure in class.. a petite mal/absences seizure with elevated white counts and positive ana of 1:340 which got over looked for years

      more than enough of the smaller markers for lupus sle and later ms symptoms with raynauds, borderline normals on thyroid tests, vascular issues in my brain causing years of brain pain due to restricted blood flow causing red cells to be abnormally small but in high enough quantity to “function normally”, possible mini stroke due to brain medication i was on for a year that screwed up my body which almost gave me a heart attack in 2012 and caused miscarriage, endometriosis .. cant remember it all

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