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    February 2016
    M T W T F S S

a lil bent

it is sunday once again and i’m inspired to look through my pics to see what i can share for sinful sunday

i hope you enjoy the image below

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Sinful Sunday

this picture was taken in the hopes of sharing last year but i got distracted and depressed

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all good things come to those who wait

me & my pussy #cat #innocent pic

proof you can see black on black

right after taking this pic, pauly curled up in a ball on my lap

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annoyed! no toilet paper

i am seriously annoyed

living with my 18yr old son is driving me mad

driving me to depression as well

i can understand the cats being a pain in the ass and having to clean up after them

but by the age of 18 and a half… i fucking expect better

my house is littered with paper on the wall

“this is what i need done on a daily basis”

“did you read the wall”


all sorts of notes

because i cant clean the house alone and clean up after his lazy ass

and then be expected to go out and find a real job when i am struggling just to have a “home” that makes me feel comfortable in general, let alone to have people visit

i told him repeatedly throughout the day that i needed him to empty the dishwasher and put away the stuff that was air drying

i was seriously depressed last night and feeling sick so i went to bed early

i wake up this morning to feed the cats, let them in or out depending and i find the kitchen still a mess

not just a huge sink full of dishes but the table not wiped down, things not put away on the table and the dishes still not fucking done

i leave a note on the table for my son and go back to bed

basically that note said do the damn dishes

and that he needs to talk to the lady in charge of him (kind of like case worker but her job is to help him get grant money to start his life, help with finding proper schools he can go to for his specialty and she can also help him find a place to live)

i want out of this house by november at the latest

that gives me time to try and find something closer to my ex so that i can see my boys more often than every other weekend and holidays

but i do not want to live with my 18yr old any more

i am tired of constantly walking on egg shells, having to bitch at him to get small things done in a half assed way and still expected to cater to any ego driven whim he has in his head… oh and thanking him for the jobs he does that i had to bitch at him to do

i need him out of the house

for my own sanity

and today is the last straw

i needed to use the powder room or wc or loo… whatever you want to call the damn thing

it was urgent and i should not have to check “is there toilet paper”

it is such a small fucking thing!

to think of other people!

but no.. obviously i don’t count, i don’t matter


so one more note

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and after this i am done, going to talk to realtors and force the situation

he gets a place, i get a place and i will be free

i am not a slave

i will not be fucking treated as one!





let’s make a deal, books for boobs #nsfw

ok so i got to thinking

i love to read and i need more books

i don’t work… long drawn out annoying story

and i have way too much time on my hands

i am bored

i am suffering from ennui… in the true sense of the word and how it has been added to the english language to fit a type of boredom so intense that it merits it’s own category in shrink worlds

i need stimulation and i cant find it in the people around me

partly because i live in the middle of nowhere france

and partly because i cant meet people that are interested in anything beyond sex… which has become extremely boring… making me often feel demi-sexual

so books are a wonderful escape

offering me adventure and imagery that comes to life in my mind

i took up a challenge on goodreads to read 50 books this year

so far i have read 3 and working on a 4th which is in the pictures below

i thought.. ok why not see if people would be interested in buying books for me and in exchange i take a few topless shots of me with the book

it is very hard to find books in english where i am

there is the fnac that has a very VERY small collection of english books but other than that i have to go online to get books and that gets expensive for me

i have a kindle but the damn thing is a touch screen which likes to bug up and stop working… not exactly therapeutic

i’m bored, i’m lonely, i look at the net and have no idea what to do with it… i dont like porn so that is out, i have no idea what to google to “entertain” myself in one form or another… loosing interest in cooking and as you may have noticed i have no muse to keep me posting on this blog

i need something

so i thought why not try an exchange

you buy me a book on my goodreads list that i haven’t read and i will gladly send an erotic pic of me with the book in exchange

i don’t really expect this to happen.. i don’t usually get gifts and i am used to struggling but like the loto, you can’t win if you don’t play… so i am tryingIMG_9489 a

i love wearing flannel or plaid hehe

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but i often wear black

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and i love a good thick book

this is the night angle trilogy by brent weeks

only a bunch of pages in but loving it



gamer chic #SinfulSunday

as always sinful sunday is about the picture

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Sinful Sunday
first off, happy valentine’s day to all… many hugs and kisss
now down to business *grin*
a while back my boys yammered on and on about playing destiny on the ps3
they got hooked and kept trying to talk to me about it
i wasn’t in the mood to play games
i used to.. nearly 8 years ago
i used to do rpg table top too
but my marriage sucked the life out of me and i sunk deeper into depression
with the divorce i have been finding myself again
i set up a safe zone in my room so i could try out the game
i needed to learn how to play again and not feel judged
or feel attacked for taking my time
and it turns out i like playing destiny
there is a sort of dream like zen to the maps
i choose to walk more than run
it calms me
and the killing of monster alien things is also therapeutic
my boys are proud of me for trying to find myself again
to be happy and to learn the game’s jargon so they can tell me stories
i’m also making gaming friends
i still feel like a newb even though i spent years as a gamer
i’ve lost my confidence and skills
but i’m getting those back
all that being said i thought i would show you how i like to game
nude except for my soft black robe to keep my shoulders warm
it’s comfy
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