bored out of my mind ~ zombies ate my car

so my car was licked by zombies

not so much that the computer brain was eaten and now car is a reanimated monster

though it is a renault so one never really knows what would happen

anyway the car is in lock down mode

being that i (in theory cause haven’t done much lately) write a sex blog

does this mean my car is actually in a chastity belt?

i am stuck at home

bored out of my “fucking gourd” as i love to say

my son has his scooter so we are totally not screwed for food

doing laundry will be a bit of a bitch

not easy to use a scooter to bring laundry to the machines but will figure something out

will be a real bitch to see my kids this weekend as i usually pick them up on fridays

it is just exhausting to constantly be challenged by the universe

had a massive panic attack the other day

but otherwise trying to keep up my new years resolution from last year

“no fucks given”

trying hard to let stress and crud roll off like water on a ducks back

not easy but coping

made friends with the english lady in the area

she has been worried about me and found someone

so i made a call.. in french.. if you speak a second language but not as fluently as you want, it can be a serious stress to try talking on the phone

but i did it

he will try to come out with a “suitcase” as they call it…

inspect the car brain and hopefully tell me what i need to do

if i have to get it towed i’m looking at spending 100 but i want to make sure i send the car to the right garage! i would hate to get someone telling me “oh sorry love but this garage cant help you and now you have to tow it to a different one”

believe me.. stress like that is the story of my life

not because i want it but because i pay attention and try to fight those situations

i keep trying to find pleasure in life

no matter how simple

but it is like some are born with a golden spoon… mine seems to be more of a tea strainer haha gets the job done but way slower and not as effectively

at least i still have my humor

but so much of me seems to be in shut down mode

waiting for when i can “wake up” and live, have fun, be happy

would be nice to have a sex drive again and be able to post things

but lacking a muse, motivation … it is hard to feel interest

thus far the only thing keeping my attention is playing Destiny on the ps3

shooting aliens, leveling up, beating challenges, seeing really nice graphics… not a bad escape

enjoyed last night, played with a random stranger who only spoke spanish and i found i do know a lot of words and sentences

so another goal for this year is to play more in random groups and improve the bits i know in spanish, german and italian

kitties are keeping me company

pauly shadowcat underfoot is being a sweet lil lover and sleeping on me when i am overly stressed.. he gives great cuddles

mmmm blah

gonna go shoot shit… nothing else to write and no motivation to bug folks

4 Responses

  1. Check your car insurance, to see if you’ve got “zero-kilometre” breakdown recovery. If so, contact the company and ask for it to be taken to the local Renault concessionaire. Insurance won’t pay for the replacement parts, of course, but at least you’d get the tow-in for free.

    • yeah see he pays my insurance since i dont work so he gets the lowest level possible so i am screwed … i have to be 50 km or more away from my house to be free towing… i am 30 km

  2. ā¤

    • hugs

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