Looking for my Dom

written 6 months ago

wrote this on alt, figured i would share here as well

mine… not someone elses that wants to share or fool around or add some extra fun to a scene

My Dom! someone i belong to, someone i CAN submit to and inspires me to want to give all that i am.. body, mind and soul

i am such a strong picky personality, i cant just go with someone for play and submit for a one off. whats the point!

i am scorpio! intensity, sexuality, ALL OR NOTHING

i am a true switch by nature! i want to submit not because i think its hot to be told what to do or it fills some need
i want to submit so i can learn more about myself, understand that side of me and when i am done i will go learn to be a Domme

i am a switch, the only way i can be a better me is to strengthen that which makes me ME. i need both sides of my sword like personality to be tempered, honed and fired.

but sadly i keep finding people that are users, losers, one guy freaks the crap out of me as i dont think he is very stable

everyone just wants to get their kicks and kinks off and think i can be their lil sub slut and please them… fuck that!

i will only please/submit to one person, the rest of the world i will be my strong, snarky and passionate self with

but where the fuck is he! i dont want to wait! i want him now!

and i dont want a potential dom that i could submit too but has too many things in his life to keep me from being his focus

i dont HAVE to be the center of his world but i need a big enough piece of it!

i will not settle for someone that thinks its ok to wonder off for days on end and ignore me! sure tell me you have meetings all this week and wont be able to talk to me online but will be checking your messages from me and sending a quick reply at least 2x during the week.. i can deal with that… but just nothing! fuck off!
i deserve better! i want better!

bah!

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