I want…

note: this was written about The Major, he has been and will always be one of my muses. Today (12/30/13) I recorded this to audio, I hope you enjoy 

https://audioboo.fm/boos/1823919-i-want

I want you to love me

I want you to need me

I want you to like me for all that I am and not try to change me

I want you to heal me, take away the tears that spring up when I think of my past

I want you to take away the fear I have of not being good enough

I want you to touch me inside and out

I want you to whisper my name when you sleep and I am not there

I want to be able to ask you to give me the attention I need, the kisses, the touches

Instead I am still too shy to tell you want I want, to ask for what I need, I feel too lost

Instead I have gone so long neglected and repressed, leaving me too damaged to fight
for what I want

Do you have what it takes to drag me out to sea and teach me to play in the water…

3 Responses

  1. Yes, your voice is lovely to listen to. Such beautiful prose carried on a sweet voice!

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