#tea and a #transgender friend


i love to support my friends
be it the self publishing authors, the artists, musicians or anyone else just needing some extra attention and love

right now we have a lot of folks up in arms over who should be peeing where.. if you don’t know how much i support my transgender friends, you are about to learn

i have this dear friend i have known online for years and value the few times i was able to pop up and see him in person

he is in need of help to have surgery to move forward with becoming the man he see’s himself to be and i totally support this

so i am going to leave his fund raising page here

but i will also leave a link to the amazing teas he sells, they are tasty, smell wonderful, different packets are available throughout the year and have some of the coolest art on the packaging… so if you can help raise money either by direct donation and or buying his tea… thank you

my friends mean the world to me and i do what i can to help

and for the record… i fully support people being able to use the bathroom without fear or hate… no matter what your sexual orientation, your gender, your age or any other reason people can think up to deny good people from just trying to live their lives

4 years & a #ScavengerHunt


seems i have been on wordpress for a long 4 years

it has been an adventure

finding someone to believe in me enough to tell me to get my ass on here and write, post pictures and share who i am… thank you Molly

helping to learn who i am, who i was repressing for the desires of others… and divorcing myself from those who tried to control and hold me back

4 years of tears, laughter, random thoughts, venting at the world, sharing my curves and how i see the world

so much i wanted to do with blog but never did and yet i am still here, still posting.. though more pictures than words these last few years.. again, thanks to Molly and her sinful sundays

but others too! the friends i have made at events in london or on twitter and through facebook or friends of friends… the lovelies who leave comments… far too many to name

i still wish i had a muse to bring back the passion that is sleeping inside of me but i know this will come more easily the closer i get to my goal of being in a safe, happy ME zone… and i am getting there… so damn slowly but it is happening!

so thank you… all of you

and to my special Curvaceous Dee for inspiring me to join the scavenger hunt, sharing who i am in a fun, exciting and courageous way… which in turn helps me to help others love their body simply because it is theirs to love

so here is a pic of me today

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i was out with the girls and decided, what the hell, take a pic… get them hooked on the fun and silliness😀

here are some other pics of my day, out and about..

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since my boys decided they wanted to stay home and play video games, they missed out on seeing the old abandoned pottery building

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we couldn’t go in but was a good walk around and i took so many pictures

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it was a good day out, being silly with others who “get me”

many hugs

 

 

 

 

giggly jiggly boobs & a cat


paprika cat has been very silly tonight

figured i would share her silliness

Paprika cat being dopey

hope you enjoy

i’m off to bed

 

I found my Prince #SinfulSunday


so i am celebrating

i found a new rental house and i got it!!!

i sign papers next week and i move end of may

i am so excited and can’t stop smiling

moving will change so many things and help with my depression and anxiety

it means i can move forward with my life… haha and this blog

i know i had hopes for the house i am in now but those all left me disappointed

and i am realistic that this future house could still let me down… but i choose to look on the bright side… and there is a tub!!!

so, like i said, i am celebrating

the other day i went shopping for weekend supplies and found an interesting bottle of wine Prince de Saint – Aubin a 2014 Sauternes…

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lol a sweet golden dessert wine

when i saw the name i could not stop giggling… i found my Prince!

no frogs needed for kissing and no worry about my Prince being charming or not haha

and now i am sleepy

no one to cuddle, no real sin to be had but many good books and happy fantasies for the future

so raising my glass to this new chance and to you my pervy friends on this sinful sunday

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for those who don’t know, sinful sunday is all about the picture and supporting those of us who post… so click on the lips, see what everyone else is up to and please leave comments, like and share as you feel moved😉

 

Sinful Sunday

 

another one blocked


Another one gets the block
Another one gets the block
And another one gone, and another one gone
Another one gets the block
Hey, I’m gonna get you, too
Another one gets the block
 
i really should have blocked this guy on skype a year ago but i just couldnt be bothered
so the last few months i have been analyzing what he says, how it makes me feel and why
and tonight i finally told him the truth, that i was analyzing him like a bug under a lens… which seemed to hurt and offend him
 
but honestly, if i am telling the truth about who i am, why i am and that i have absolutely no interest but he continues and sends a very boring cock in shorts hard on, when i have only just said a few minutes before that i am not sexually excited and rarely get that way for years now… yeah douche nozzle
 
i like to flirt, i love finding people i am comfortable with because that helps stimulate my mind and then i find inspiration and THEN i write… i can write beautifully.. but i need a muse
 
and if the average guy is making me go.. meh, i think i would rather get an enema using rusty surgical equipment covered in poisonous jelly fish… well i just wont find my stimulation for my writing lol
 
if you know me, if you really read what i say and pay attention
 
my words are full of something… always something
 
if they sound flat and robot like… that is what i am feeling
if i am bouncing and *giggling like mad* .. that is what i am doing and feeling
if i am venting and swearing a lot.. welcome to pirate mode
 
i am extremely expressive if you pay attention
and i try really hard not to bitch or cause fights with people and often go out of my way to explain this
 
but many dont bother to learn this
they read what they want, think what they want… but it isnt ME
 
i guess i need to do more videos so people hear my voice, see who i am… but there will still be many like mr blocked who can’t see past the end of their nose
 
for me they serve a purpose … they help me avoid further people i just don’t want or need in my life at any price
i am brutally honest, i dont do flattery and i dont talk just to hear myself talk
not many are like this
and the older i get, the less tolerance i have for the behavior of others
which ties in with a number of previous blogs i have posted about the behavior of men and how they treat women
it is very frustrating
i want a better world… i try to raise my boys to be good men, they give me shit but thats natural in the mother/child equation.. how they behave with others of all gender, culture and all the rest, is what matters to me right now… i know it will get better when it is mother/adult child relationship
i always wanted a daughter but in many ways i am glad that didnt happen, this isnt a world i want for my lil girl…
i am fine with men lusting over the words i write … but they are often only words… empty of who i am…. pulled from the universe and shaped onto paper
i am fine with men lusting over my pictures … but they are just pictures… yes OF me but not who i am
i am fine selling my body for money… but i refuse to be used for free
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