#sinfulsunday I am…

This week I’m posting right on the deadline due to a weekend of non stop PTSD panic attacks from what’s been going on in DC, idiots online and issues at home

All Sinful Sundays are about the image but this one is focused on “I am” and here are just of the few attributes that explain who I am

Heavily influenced by the bullshit going on in the world but especially in the states

Click on the lips to see who else is participating, learn what “I am” means to them

And eventually I will write my own #metoo mixed with #whyididntreportit

I have a voice, not everyone has found theirs and some never will

For those of us with a voice… It is vitally important we use each word and scream and shout we have

Use your voice

Be heard

Pissed off Tuesday #nsfw

Everything is pissing me off

Everyone is pissing me off

I know that when my friends are upset or sad, titty pictures seem to help

While I’m the one pissed off… I want to travel and go somewhere new and not have to deal with any of my current shit

I don’t have that option today

So…

Here, these are my titties

It won’t cheer me up but maybe it will help someone else

Ok this too

How can you resist a titty picture and a kitty picture

I “grew” him myself lol

Just hope I can find him a good furever home

New lace #SinfulSunday

I am trying to post more

Share what sinful things I’m up to on a Sunday

Making it about the image

Slimming down means I fit into more fun outfits

Playing with the light

Enjoying the lines

Loving my curves

See who else is being sinful by clicking on the lips 😉

Day late, dollar short #nsfw

So I meant to post this for Sinful Sunday but got distracted by life

Over the past year and a half I’ve been working on bettering myself

In body, mind and spirit

It’s slow but moving forward and I’m feeling more “me” again

I’ve lost 22kilo or just under 50lbs

I’ve added temporary colors to my hair

I’ve done things simply for my own pleasure

I’ve stopped taking shit from others

I’m loving myself and practicing self care without the negative side of being selfish

I’m ranting and bitching at those who deserve it (punch all Nazis!)

Cutting out toxic humans from my life

Letting folks back in who have woken up and realized their mistakes

Moving forward for a better me so I can do small things to help make the world better

Remember….

This blog is a part of me

I post to share the beauty and fun in sex and erotic photography

I post to inspire others to love themselves no matter what life throws at them

It’s fine if you get turned on by anything I say or images I post

But understand…

I deserve respect and am not really interested in knowing when you wank off to my pictures

Artistic feedback, inspirational feedback, comments on emotions you feel are all welcome

But I could give a rats ass if you get horny and expect me to play with you online or in person

I’m proud of my body, in general and the changes I’m going through but I post these images for me and others like me who need a reminder that we are all beautiful… No matter what age, weight, height, gender or skin color… Or any other “reason”

I hope to be posting more often now that the weather is getting cooler

I took these two the other day while doing laundry

The blankets drying on the line made a wonderful backdrop while hiding from prying eyes

Have a great weekend and I hope Monday is kind to you ❤

Lost weight and feeling more me!

Holy fuck….

It just sank in as to how much weight I’ve lost

I don’t get stones… Right now I’m 11.5 stones
Doesn’t sound like much

Ok kilos I kinda get cause I have visuals around me to understand… I’m 73.3 kilo

Pounds I know and grew up with… 161.599

I’ve lost 19 kilos… Sounds good right

Did the translation

Fuck!!!

I’ve lost 41.888 lbs

In a year and a half

This just hit me like a ton of bricks to my brain 😂

I really need to get my ass in gear and post new pictures, redo old pictures and show the progression

I’ve been so unmotivated to post on my blog but maybe that’s a good thing

My health is improving, even with the god awful heat wave through Europe… Which could literally cause me another stroke… So I’m not being a whiny cry baby about the heat

I’ve been hanging out with my “sister from another mister” for the last few months and we average 30 to 50 km (18.64 to 31.068 miles) per week when we walk all over town

I’ve been adding temporary color to my hair and even my natural color is slowly coming back to its former glory 😂

Overall I’m feeling more me… And honestly, I’ve had a higher sex drive on average… Wether I act on it or not

I’ve made new friends who I hope will help me start to tone up and work on strength training once it cools down

Or new friends I’m hoping will teach me to dance and get over my fears of humiliation… Weird right?

I can post nudes, flash my tits on stage or have sex with an audience watching but fuckin’hell I feel awkward dancing cause ermigawd!! I might be judged!!

The brain is weird

I’m getting there

I’m doing it!

I’m gaining back all that I lost of myself from over a decade of mental and emotional abuse and neglect

I’m getting “me” back

With my smarmy attitude and my no fucks given!!

Going places!

Not giving a fuck if I wear makeup to hide the damage to my skin

Being silly and obnoxious with friends! Hell I’m singing in public and not giving a shit!

And working on my tan with a lil help from a new friend

I’m doing it!

You can to… In whatever way you need, you can do the positive too

I’ll try to post more, this has motivated me but it’s very hot here so I’ll still be slow

But I want my life back and this blog is a part of that

Thanks for being a part of it too ❤