Summer hammock 2 #nsfw


the other day i was awake 24hrs, it was a high stress day and lots of activity.. be it mental or physical and when i finally was allowed to sleep… i only got about 2 hours

with that in mind i decided to once again test out my tent hammock

i went out in a summer dress to relax and beat the heat

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the hammock was so comfortable, the orange sheet offered a muted light and kept the sun from shining directly on me

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it also added a touch of privacy

as what often happens when i wear a dress, it slipped up my thighs as i lay there…

i decided i was going to nap for a while

but i was mildly excited

a special someone had been entering my thoughts lately and i was inspired to act on my desires that had been locked away

feeling free and hidden away

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i took more pictures

then settled in to enjoy this new found inspiration

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enjoying an orgasm that left me satisfied in place of the usual emptiness or frustration

i spent 4 hours sleeping and dreaming in my hammock tent

an event i plan on repeating over the summer and fall

 

Summer hammock #nsfw


so i am still not properly installed in the new rental house

but it is going well

i have land to take care of… interesting

the fun part is i decided that I NEED A HAMMOCK!

and i bought one

it is brazillian style, so made larger than normal designs and meant more for sitting but laying down is a lovely experience

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last week was horridly hot where i am.. 38°C/100.4°F and a bit further up in the big town was 40°C/104°F

i went out to relax in the hammock and have been finding ways to rig it up to add a lil privacy.. a tent of sorts hahah

most of the garden is closed off but if anyone is in the house and one side attached to neighbors.. well that means i have to be careful in my nudity

but i made an attempt to see if i could

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and i can

i’ve missed posting and when the net settles itself out, i will make an effort to start posting more (here but also twitter as i have been ignoring that as well)

i hope you enjoy my lil view of summer

 

2016 old house ranta


Note:

for those not on facebook or not paying attention

i moved to a different house, part of why i am not posting often…if at all

i will have stable (and private, yay no more hotspots) net the beginning of august (fingers crossed) and yes i hope to post more erotica and pictures

but on to today’s blog of bitchiness:

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lovely
landlady came by while i was here at the old house (thus why i currently have net… have yet to unplug the box and cant plug it in at the new house since there is no dsl lines)

i was on the road this afternoon so missed her call but voicemail said she wanted to meet and discuss the house and me leaving

i planed on not calling back
avoiding her at cost and giving documents and keys to the mayor of our little community and getting an intermediary involved

no such luck

so i am forced to talk to her in person

joy of joys

she has no problem with me cause i always pay in advance and all that but she cant understand why i didnt contact her if i had a problem

i did… in 2014 and she came once with her hubby and they didnt find anything and left, did not take care of anything on my list and left me upset

ok find

sent her emails… she swears up and down she never got one (at the time) then weeks later miraculously finds them
still nothing changes

sent her a text message.. no reply

she is often next door with her mom and family
they all give me dirty looks whenever i look at them…not gonna fucking interrupt that joyful bunch

i tell her mom my problems… she tells me mold needs bleach (i know that is bs as over the counter bleach is too weak to really kill mold and only spreads it around more.. i worked in a lab with industrial strength bleach, i know shit..i also happen to be semi allergic to bleach) and open windows more

does the old hag tell her daughter to contact me? nope

have rodent issue, was not just mice
again old hag says she doesnt have um cause she treats for it.. lucky bitch

i talked to my assistance social lady (basically social worker) and a special person from the area comes to look at the house
doesnt understand my problems, says she has seen worse mold and wont wrap her head around the fact that my son lost 130 hours of school and had to drop out due to his health, got seriously depressed and traumatized by the whole situation (don’t you fucking judge and tell me the simplicity i just wrote isnt worth getting traumatized over as i am SIMPLIFYING it and will bitch slap you off my friends list so fast you will think santa and all his reindeer and his elves raped you with the slay) that he gained a ton of weight and lost all motivation

so report was made and “obviously” i am an idiot for even asking for it since the woman didnt see what i was complaining about… landlady gets a copy… since it says no problem… she does fuck all to see me…

i stop paying rent in june and july
does she come see me?
nope

why is it then my responsibility to contact her, if all means to reach her have failed in the past, when she clearly has proof that SOMETHING is wrong

why not contact me more regularly just to check up.. more so if she is often visiting her mother (but parking on the other side of the house where i can’t see her van and rarely know she is there)

bitch made me cry as i am trying to keep civil, butt my wy into the conversation and wrap her head around the fact that she needs to stop one train of thought (she being fine with me cause i pay early) and get her head in the idea that i needed help, she ignored me so i gave up and went around her and she STILL ignored me

i am fucking getting ice cream

 

 

been away from the net & kittens


i have been away from posting for a bit

have not had the inspiration to write

no real sex life to speak of and few fantasies to write up

horror of horrors i have been less than vanilla for a while now

focusing on my photography, making friends, planning my future, finding a new rental to live in and kittens

i now have 4 kittens who are adorable and very mental

they have been keeping me busy and exhausted but i am enjoying it

currently have the two female kittens.. kurry and hermione turtle on my lap, having a minor kitten battle with each other and using me like a jungle gym

i have so many scratch marks and pin pricks all over

the other two are males, cinnamon snow and earl grey.. all are playful and growing fast

snow is the most cuddly, ending up down my shirt like a kangaroo baby in it’s mothers pouch

will be away from the net for most, if not all of june due to moving and setting up a new internet system

i am happier but less motivated to write erotically

i started writing a short story about some demented tooth fairies and am half way finished, having written just under 2000 words and creating some very adorable (but demented) characters

i am hoping to continue writing while away from the net

though i will have so many other things to do… including planting a garden

will try to upload videos of the kittens, the house and other fun things as i remember

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

4 years & a #ScavengerHunt


seems i have been on wordpress for a long 4 years

it has been an adventure

finding someone to believe in me enough to tell me to get my ass on here and write, post pictures and share who i am… thank you Molly

helping to learn who i am, who i was repressing for the desires of others… and divorcing myself from those who tried to control and hold me back

4 years of tears, laughter, random thoughts, venting at the world, sharing my curves and how i see the world

so much i wanted to do with blog but never did and yet i am still here, still posting.. though more pictures than words these last few years.. again, thanks to Molly and her sinful sundays

but others too! the friends i have made at events in london or on twitter and through facebook or friends of friends… the lovelies who leave comments… far too many to name

i still wish i had a muse to bring back the passion that is sleeping inside of me but i know this will come more easily the closer i get to my goal of being in a safe, happy ME zone… and i am getting there… so damn slowly but it is happening!

so thank you… all of you

and to my special Curvaceous Dee for inspiring me to join the scavenger hunt, sharing who i am in a fun, exciting and courageous way… which in turn helps me to help others love their body simply because it is theirs to love

so here is a pic of me today

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i was out with the girls and decided, what the hell, take a pic… get them hooked on the fun and silliness😀

here are some other pics of my day, out and about..

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since my boys decided they wanted to stay home and play video games, they missed out on seeing the old abandoned pottery building

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we couldn’t go in but was a good walk around and i took so many pictures

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it was a good day out, being silly with others who “get me”

many hugs

 

 

 

 

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