no holiday- lack of thanksgiving

thanksgiving doesnt exist in france and really hasnt existed in my world for over 10 years


i hate the holidays, they are just another reminder that i dont have what i need, let alone what i want and am too stubborn to be “thankful” for what i have when i have to fight each day just to keep it


lots of love to those who celebrate


please understand, rest of this month, december and january will be hell for me… so many ghosts

Dear #France what the FUCK? #ShinyBacon

just when i think life cant get any more…weird…


and honestly, try getting someone with an accent to say the word “weird”… hahah too damn funny


but really .. What The Fuck france? “Shiny Bacon” ???!!



i was driving from the center of town, heading from one place to another, down the hill and round the bend… and that is when i saw it!

i was just passing a bus stop

the normal kind with Plexiglas windows to protect from the elements…

advertisement here, there and all about..


that is when i see it




seriously? really? you have GOT to be kidding me!

SHINY bacon?

am i lead to believe that a pig was molested by one of the shiny vampires…

twilight! can you not leave good enough alone!

do you fucking have to go 50 shades of grey on miss piggy!



i mean really WHAT the FUCK!!!



to see what i mean…

honestly.. how friggan weird!

Blast from the past, wine and bath time

so i am drinking again
honestly it doenst happen often
a beer here
a beer there
a glass of wine or a cocktail
ok last time in public it was a double rum mojito times 2 but that was an odd occurrence
i talk about drink or i TALK about sex
talk is easy and cheap
memories are limitless and potential is… well it is even more…
tonight i have wine
the last time i had wine and thought to blog about it.. honestly post something for the sake of posting…
well that was AGES ago
so i thought…
it isnt thursday but why not to a throwback that has yet to be seen
so.. this was me, lonely, hurting, wanting attention
a pain away from slitting my wrists before i hit rock bottom and fought back
no longer a victim
wine is a fickle thing
tasty and numbing but better as an accessory
i will post better, current pics later
ones where wine is my pleasure instead of my escape

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Singing “I shot the Sheriff” #SinfulSunday

Sinful Sunday is always about the pictures

take a look at who else is being sinfully fun

click on the lips/link to join in the fun and please leave ‘likes’ and comments

Sinful Sunday

long ago and far away… I was a LARPer, enjoying learning the skills to bash people with heavy but padded weapons

I had been in Darkon for a bit and then joined Amtgard… both interesting groups depending on various factors and personality styles

while in Amtgard I tried learning how to shoot a bow

during one of the… “hey lets try this!!” shooting lessons…

I kinda…umm… well I SHOT THE SHERIFF!! and we had no deputy!

I had been on a slight mound and thought the two below me were just practicing and I decided to be playful… so I took aim and pulled the bow string

I shot our Sheriff right in the back for a “kill” shot

oh how he was pissed while not reallllly angry… it was hilarious!

He comes running up the hill at me and bops me all over with his sword

I just stood there as he ran up and I was giggling and saying sorry and blushing

it was too funny

so I tell this story often and TinMan thought we should make this into a shoot for sinful sunday

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TinMan drew and colored the Sheriff’s badge, was fun holding still for him

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this here “Sheriff” has done been shot i tell you!!

am i the only one to see the phantom cocks?

i dont watch tv often

the tv in france is not worth watching for the most part and i get frustrated with the voice overs in films… worse when you have the voice over and the original voice behind!!!

not to mention allllll the repeated tv series… i hated “friends” the first time it was a rerun! i don’t mind soooo much watching tony danza again but some of the other late 80s / early 90s tv was crap!

so i try to avoid tv

but i keep seeing this one advertisement for helping you keep your house warm

idea is you have these drafts that enter and sort of annoy or attack you… hey why not draw them like phantoms…!!!

J’éco-rénove, j’économise : en route pour les travaux ! 

yeah… i swear i keep seeing phantoms trying to look like “slimer” from ghost busters but pre-made in a dildo factory

tell me what you think ;)

tell me

Exhibit A

Warning: contains cock

Through the Lens

Pics, words and thoughts from a random Scottish guy....


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